Chapter 2947 - 2945: Do You Know
Chapter 2947: Chapter 2945: Do You Know
"Xiao Qi, can you feel it? Your child is greeting you. Do you know what she is? It’s because she knows you’re lying here and not playing with her. Likewise, it’s my fault; I never gave you the chance. My mistake has led to you experiencing your child’s presence for the first time, up close, under such circumstances," Nangong Beiying whispered to Xiao Qi.
In her heart, many times she found herself alone, touching her belly, lost in thought. She truly never considered Xiao Qi as a father, nor pondered what kind of feelings he might have, or what kind of existence he might be.
She only knew he was always around her, always accompanying her, and then suddenly, he collapsed. Does she regret it? She asked herself this question countless times but never got the answer she wanted.
Seeing the outcome now, when his hand was just placed on her belly, the child became active. Perhaps she does regret.
Regret that she never gave him, the father, the chance to interact with his own child.
Her selfishness kept them meeting yet far apart, close but forever unable to touch one another.
No matter how one tries to be autonomous, it’s impossible to achieve such a state.
Because she curled up inside her shell, she neither came out nor let anyone into her heart.
She didn’t know whether what she did was right, but she knew it made her feel safe.
As long as she felt no longer lost, the world would not present so many things to trouble her, nor would she fear her heart bleeding again.
However, she neglected the feelings of the child and Xiao Qi. Now, as long as Xiao Qi can wake up, she won’t act that way anymore.
She would tell him that the child in her belly is his, and then they could interact together, sparing them from reaching this kind of state.
Nangong Beiying thought of how to do better, wanting Xiao Qi to have no regrets. However, when things happen, she thinks of how to make amends.
"Xiao Qi, do you know? This child came too suddenly, so I wasn’t mentally prepared. Originally, Xuexue said to tell you. I also thought of telling you, that is, to tell you after coming back from Zhongzhai. But what you did changed my mind. Do you know what it was?" Nangong Beiying rambled.
"You certainly won’t know what kind of scene I saw. That day, I was actually thinking about telling you this, to see what kind of expression you would have. But then I saw you holding someone else, and I thought, this is good. You have someone you love now, so you won’t come to fight me for the child. Then I won’t need to appear in front of you, and thereafter, you can live well. And for this child, she would be mine, Nangong Beiying’s. Who knew so many things would happen afterward..." Nangong Beiying’s words were what Xiao Qi had wanted to know but never expressed.
But it was also because of this situation, her words reached Xiao Qi’s ears, but what kind of state it reached was beyond their knowledge.
Precisely this result made her realize it’s possible.
Whom he loves, he can know, but Xiao Qi can’t react at all now. He doesn’t hear or understand Qin Xue’s intentions.
That’s how life is. What she wanted to know is unattainable.
She didn’t know how to express it well, because once lost, it is lost, and wanting to do anything more is impossible.