Chapter 2946 - 2944: No Way Out
Chapter 2946: Chapter 2944: No Way Out
Who would have thought, she escaped, but she ended up in the 1980s.
Here, she started a new life, and importantly, she made friends and had many people accompanying her.
However, this outcome was something she had never encountered before. She was afraid of revealing any flaws, so she didn’t speak much and didn’t interact much with them, yet they all treated her wholeheartedly.
This was also because she had very few people she interacted with.
Her profession was special; she didn’t need to do much. As long as she healed the injured and did the tasks that required her presence, it was enough.
Relatively speaking, her work was quite easy. She didn’t have to worry too much about other things or think about how to guard against others. This simplicity was something she hadn’t imagined before, and she hadn’t thought there was anything she couldn’t achieve.
At these times, all she wanted was someone to accompany her, without needing to say much or do much, just quietly staying by her side when she needed it.
Her demands were not many, she just didn’t want to be alone anymore, but at these times she knew such an outcome was just a luxury.
So she never thought about it, never acted on it, but she never expected that someone was quietly accompanying her from behind. She always feared it was her illusion and never dared to show any different behavior. It wasn’t until he was on his deathbed that she realized someone had been silently loving her all along.
To love someone is so exhausting, so heart-wrenching, and it made her hate herself so much.
If it weren’t for her, he wouldn’t have died, and now with Xiao Qi, it’s the same outcome. She felt she shouldn’t exist in this world, otherwise, anyone who loved her wouldn’t have a good end.
Nangong Beiying knew hating was useless; everything had already happened. She couldn’t wake Xiao Qi up, nor could she turn back time to the moment when it all happened. No matter the situation, time couldn’t reverse, and she could never push them away from her side.
Sometimes she thought, if her abilities were greater, wouldn’t they not have to help her out of trouble time and again?
If that were the case, wouldn’t she be free from other worries that trouble her?
No matter how much she thought, there was nothing she could do, but thinking about how to wake Xiao Qi was what mattered.
She knew she needed to speak to stimulate him, but between her and Qiqi, apart from that one night, there wasn’t much interaction, making her embarrassed about how to talk about their matters.
She couldn’t say what happened was something she wanted; she couldn’t express it, nor was it her intention.
That night, she just felt it was a good opportunity, a chance to experience what it felt like to be a woman, so when Xiao Qi was in a daze, she half-pushed and half-accepted to do that. If she had been sober, she wouldn’t have been able to do it.
So, it’s not that she didn’t want to say or do more, but she couldn’t.
No matter how much a person does, it’s because this person is good, and because she’s the best, isn’t it?
But what she thinks is useless, she needs others to acknowledge it.
Now, all she hopes for is Xiao Qi to wake up; she won’t think about anything else.
However, this outcome was something she couldn’t control beforehand. If her mind hadn’t been disturbed at the time, Xiao Qi wouldn’t have been hurt.
The more Nangong Beiying thought about it, the more heartache she felt. She held Xiao Qi’s hand and placed it on her stomach. She didn’t know whether it was the blood connection between them, but the child in her belly started to move under the palm.