1777 The first chapter, God gave me a chance, but I didn’t learn well
I always thought that I would spend my whole life working hard to get the happiness that people envied.
So, I always put all the things that I had decided to do without reservation. I didn’t expect that it would only be in the eternal damnation.
My name is Lu Man Man.
I was born in the Lu family, the head of the four families in Wencheng.
My family has been in business for generations, and my ancestors have also contributed to the rise of northern Xia Kingdom!
The four great families in Wen City include the Lu family, the Zhai family, the Gu family, and the Mo family.
They are the most distinguished aristocrats in Wen City, and Wen City is also the most developed area in northern Xia Kingdom. Wen City’s minister, Wen Jiangxing, is in charge of this area, thus driving the entire economy of northern Xia Kingdom.
Talking about the Wen family in Wen City.
The Wen family had once made great contributions to northern Xia country, which was an incomparable contribution of the four families. It was said that the Wen family had sacrificed very few people in order to consolidate the political power of northern Xia country, and it had been passed down from generation to generation. In order to thank the Wen family for their efforts and sacrifices, the commander of northern Xia country gave a pool named after the Wen family and named it Wen City. The Wen family took over the position of Wen City’s minister from generation to generation, allowing Wen City to develop magnificently.
The Wen family held a prestigious position in Wen City and even in northern Xia Kingdom.
As for me, I actually didn’t expect that I would step into the Wen family’s door one day.
My birth meant that my life wouldn’t be too ordinary and uneventful.
My parents were free-loving, well-mannered intellectuals under higher education. My father inherited the Lu family’s family business and directly inherited it from his grandfather’s generation. At that time, it caused an uproar in the entire Wen City and even northern Xia kingdom, throughout the thousand-year history of northern Xia kingdom, almost no family business directly passed from son to grandson. Therefore, my father’s father felt that he had suffered great humiliation, this also caused my father’s father to have an indelible prejudice against our family. He wanted nothing more than to snatch the family business back into his hands!
Although my grandfather was dissatisfied with our family and even made things difficult for me, I still grew up under the care of my parents and did not suffer too much harm, although every time I returned to the Lu family compound, I could clearly feel my grandfather’s rejection of me and his love for Lu Xuanran, but it did not leave too much of a shadow on me.
In the process of growing up.
I had two best friends.
One was called Gu Xin.
The other was called Zhai An.
They accompanied me as I grew up.
At that time, I really did not expect that one day, their names would be so intertwined!
When I grew up to 20 years old.
My parents asked me to go on a blind date.
At that time, I was named by Wencheng Media as Wencheng a good wife and mother of the best candidate.
In fact, “Good Wife and mother”is not a good word in the outside world, this word is mixed with a lot of sarcasm, in private I was always discussed, said is the most sad product of the upper class!
I, but do not reject this title.
At least, for a long time, I think I use my own female halo with women hold good virtue to support my husband and be a good wife is not unacceptable in the emerging world, god since the creation of men and women, it shows that men and women are always different, I am willing to respect the tradition.
So, when I was only 20 years old, my parents asked me to go on a blind date, and I agreed.
If it was Gu Xin, she might have directly opposed her father.
The blind date, Wen bin.
The grandson of Wen Cheng, Minister Wen, who had just entered the political arena at the time, was greatly bragged about by Wen Cheng’s media.
The reason why I was asked to go on a blind date at the age of 20 was because my grandfather had been urging my father. It was said that my father could have been married to minister Wen’s daughter, but because my father liked my mother, the marriage between politics and business could not be seen, so he kept his mind on me.
My father did not really want me to get into politics, although he knew the effect of a marriage between politics and business, because he could not refuse my grandfather’s request and chose to compromise, he told me, if he really did not like, he wouldn’t force me.
But, I liked it.
The first time I saw Wen bin, he was very handsome and had a polite air about him.
He was different from other men his age. He seemed more mature and steady, without the slightest bit of frivolity.
Our blind date went very smoothly, even falling in love at first sight.
I recalled the scene when they secretly went to Wencheng University when they were in high school. At that time, in the dark, Wen Bin kissed me and ran away.
When I talked about it, Wenbin just smiled and didn’t say anything.
And that Shy Wenbin probably made me fall in love with him.
Our relationship went well.
We were 23 years old.
We entered the palace of marriage.
The wedding was very simple. Because of the family background of the Wenbin family, it was too luxurious and people would criticize it. Wenbin felt guilty for a long time. He felt that he was wronged for not giving me a grand wedding.
He was not wronged at all.
Just because of his words, “One person for a lifetime”, it was enough.
What I pursued was never those things and luxuries.
I always thought that the happiness of two people was a matter between two people. There was no need for outsiders to discuss it.
Of course, no one really gossiped about it.
No matter how big the Lu family’s wealth was, in the eyes of outsiders, I was already high up in the Wen family. Therefore, it was my fortune to marry the Wen family and find a husband like Wen bin.
For a long time, I also felt that it was my fortune.
On the night of our wedding, we entered the bridal chamber.
That was our first time.
Before the wedding, Wen bin did not touch me. The most he did was kiss me. Wen Bin said that this was respect for women. I am really grateful to Wen bin for all his nobility and gentleness. It made me feel that I was very happy under his love.
The first time I got married, I was actually in pain.
Wen Bin was very gentle. He was very protective of me.
When I said it hurt, he would stop for a moment.
He would only enter after I had eased up, but the whole process was still painful.
It was not just the first time.
In fact, many times after that, I did not feel that it was a very comfortable thing, but because couples always used this way to express how close they were to each other. Moreover, we were going to have a child.
Wenyun in bed as he usually, polite.
I have always felt, Wenyun’s gentlemanly demeanor, from the inside out, deep-rooted.
After marrying into the Wen family.
I began to actively prepare for pregnancy.
The Wen family is thin, minister Wen hoped that I can have a few more children, for the Wen family branch.
I have never rejected the matter of giving birth to Wenyun.
I had always felt that two people who loved each other should have the crystallization of love.
So I began to work hard to have children with Wen bin.
Hard work did not necessarily have results.
My stomach had not reacted for several years. This had caused my position in the Wen family, which was not very high to begin with, to fall into a low point. Even Wen bin’s sister, Wen Yan, was making things difficult for me in every way, because I hoped to live a good life with Wen Yun, and because Wen Yun did not say that he disliked me and still doted on me, I still treated the Wen family as my own family. I was sincere.
Wen Yun’s mother was very unhappy that I could not get pregnant. She took me to various hospitals for a check-up. No matter how she checked, my body was normal. Of course, she did not believe that there was something wrong with her son, no matter how many hospitals diagnosed me as normal, she still felt that there was something wrong with my body.
She found a lot of folk prescriptions for me.
Those folk prescriptions really made me nauseous.
In order to cater to the Wen family and really want to give birth to Wen Yun’s child, I did everything possible. I ate so-called “Folk prescriptions”for many years.
I did not know what I ate during those years. Perhaps there were insects, perhaps there was the urine of a child, or perhaps there was feces… I did not know, and I did not want to know. Although I knew that eating these things would not benefit my fertility, I still ate them under the compulsion of Wen Yun’s mother.
I just did not want to cause any conflict with the Wen family. I hoped that I could be an obedient and sensible daughter-in-law. I thought that one day, the Wen family would truly feel that I was a good daughter-in-law and would treat me sincerely, they think that I am a good match for Wen Yun, and will not look at me with a disdainful and disdainful gaze from time to time!
Of course, I really Miss Yao a child!
It is a very firm thought that I must give birth to a child for Wen Yun.
Because Wen Yun loves me very much, because I Love Wen Yun very much, we love each other!
Giving birth to a child made us very helpless, but Wen Yun’s official career developed very well.
He developed from a small clerk in Wen City to the imperial capital, and then moved from the imperial capital to Wen City. His journey was very smooth.
On one hand, it was because of the Wen family’s background, on the other hand, it was because of Wen Yun’s own ability, and on the other hand, I was actually planning for him from there.
The first time Wen Yun made a business planning contribution to the economic zone in Wen City was when I was secretly planning for him. That time, it really made his name resound throughout the entire northern Xia kingdom, and from then on, his official career was bright, after that time, Wen Yun became more dependent on me. He started to consult me at every stage of his development. I wholeheartedly put all my thoughts on the political path, the business talent that I had since I was young was put on hold by me. Later on, our Lu family ended up bankrupt under Wen Yun’s and her grandfather’s calculations.
On Wen Yun’s path of official career development, there was only one formidable enemy.
That person was called Mo Xiuyuan.
That was a man that I had never thought of. In the end, he would actually become Wen Yun’s stumbling block.
He was also a Wen city citizen, the heir of the Mo family, one of the four great families. In the past, everyone called him a scumbag. Other than causing trouble by playing with women, no one thought that he would do anything decent. At that time, there were even people who said that.., the Mo family would be completely destroyed by him sooner or later.
However, no one expected that he would suddenly abandon business and enter politics. He started from a low-level civil servant and continued to develop.
When I noticed Mo Xiuyuan, this man, he already had his own wings. In the competition with Wen Yun, they were equally matched.
Moreover, I always had the illusion that he was still holding back some of his strength. I felt that his ability was even above Wen Yun’s.
I was very clear on how capable Wen bin was after being married for so many years.
If he didn’t have that background, if he didn’t have my help in secret, he would only be slightly smarter than an ordinary person. He wouldn’t be as extraordinary as the rumors said.
On the contrary, it was Mo Xiuyuan. His sudden rise made me a little worried.
I had also reminded Wen bin that Wen bin had always looked down on Mo Xiuyuan. It was probably because he had always looked down on Mo Xiuyuan since he was young that he had always thought that Mo Xiuyuan was just lucky, or perhaps it was because someone had gone against the Wen family that they had supported him and helped him. After all, the Wen family was in the political arena, and because his rise in power was stronger, they were more or less envied by others.
The Wen family had the idea of destabilizing the country.
Although the Wen family didn’t tell her directly about this, I had already seen through the spearhead of Minister Wen’s request for Wen Yun’s development.
I did not feel that sovereignty was so easy to move, especially when the Wen family’s foundation was not strong enough.
When I wanted to remind Wen bin to use a very tactful way to say this matter, Wen bin told me not to worry. Those things were all considered by his grandfather, we only need to do our own things well.
In fact, at that time, I knew that Wen bin and his grandfather should be on the same page.
Wen bin then began to frequently go to the imperial capital, wanting to rope in the Qin family, which ruled Northern Xia.
Wen bin seemed to have some contact with the southern family of national defense. However, Wen bin chose to hide these things from me and no longer allowed me to participate.
The thing that allowed me to participate was that he wanted to hear my analysis and opinions when he couldn’t make up his mind on a certain matter! So much so that for a long time, I didn’t know how far Wen Yun had progressed in his political development! Just what kind of wings did he have by his side!
The tragedy happened in the seventh year of my marriage to Wen Yun.
That year, Wen Yun’s political development became smoother and smoother. He spent more and more time in the imperial capital, but he returned less and less.
That year.
Gu Xin had died three years ago.
Gu Xin’s death was a huge blow to me. I had never thought that the people around me would die so suddenly.
That was the first time I had faced death so deeply.
Many years after Gu Xin’s death, I would still dream of Gu Xin’s carefree smile when she was still alive.
Every time, she would wake up in the middle of the night and face the increasingly empty house alone.
Because Wen bin was often not around, I would always face the big house alone. It was empty.
When I woke up from the dream, I would try to call Wen bin for comfort. But every time I heard his tired voice, I felt a little impatient. After that, I would rarely disturb him, i knew that he was very busy on his way to becoming an official. He was busy… overthrowing the regime.
That night.
After I woke up from Gu Xin’s dream again, I finally couldn’t help but walk out of the house.
It was already 2 am, and the whole world was dark.
I left home.
Fortunately, because I couldn’t get pregnant successfully, Wen bin seemed to be afraid that I would be wronged at home, so he moved out not long after we got married. I didn’t have to worry about her going out in the middle of the night and being scolded by her in-laws.
I drove to the charm bar.
This was a place that Gu Xin liked to go when she was alive. This place was still crowded until 2 am, and it was still very lively.
I rarely went to such a place. In fact, I was not used to it.
I just suddenly wanted to experience the things that Gu Xin used to like. I suddenly wanted to fill my empty heart a little.
Ever since I felt like an obedient girl, I had never thought that I would come to a place like a nightclub, especially after I married Wen bin. The Wen family’s upbringing was even stricter, especially towards her.
This was the first time I sat at the bar and ordered a glass of wine for myself.
After taking a sip, I felt that it was extremely spicy.
I didn’t know why Gu Xin liked this place. I only took a sip of this wine and didn’t want to drink anymore.
I sat down for a while.
The surroundings were filled with the sounds of the stereo system. Occasionally, there would be some deafening screams.
This kind of environment wasn’t suitable for me.
I got up and prepared to leave.
The moment I got up, I suddenly fainted.
At that time, I was actually very flustered. I didn’t know what had happened. I was afraid that something bad would happen.
I was afraid that something bad would happen and affect the Wen family’s reputation.
In this place, anything could happen.
When I woke up, I lay down in a private room. Although it was unfamiliar, I knew that it was probably a private room for a nightclub. The decoration was especially luxurious.
There wasn’t a single person around me.
The clothes on my body didn’t have the slightest trace of being taken off.
I hurriedly took out my phone and looked at the time. It was already 7 am.
What exactly happened during the five hours I was unconscious? !
I opened the door of the private room in a panic. The moment I opened it, I saw the legendary young master of the Ye family, Ye Heng.
He had a cigarette in his mouth. It seemed like he had been waiting for her for a while.
“Did Miss Lu Sleep Well?”Ye Heng asked her in a careless manner.
“Why am I here?”
“I was asked by someone. Don’t ask about anything else. I promise to send you back safely.”Ye Heng put out the cigarette butt.
“No need. I can go back on my own.”
Ye Heng frowned and didn’t say anything more.
I got up and left.
When I left, I suddenly couldn’t help but turn around and ask, “What happened to me last night?”
“What do you mean, Miss Lu?”
“Last night, I…”I really didn’t know how to tell a stranger, especially a strange man, if I had been bullied last night. I was a little anxious and irritable.
“If Miss Lu is asking if you were violated, I will only tell you that when I was asked to come here, it was only half an hour ago. At least during this half an hour, you didn’t have anyone by your side. I don’t know the rest of the time,”ye Heng said indifferently.
I was actually a little angry at that time, but fortunately, I still had a good education, so my voice was still a little calm. “Who asked you to do this?”
“I’m sorry, but I have nothing to say.”
I wasn’t familiar with Ye Heng, and I had only heard of him through rumors. Because my background was from a mafia family, I didn’t dare to ask him too much, so I turned around and left.
I thought that nothing happened last night. At least after I woke up, I didn’t feel any discomfort on my body, and the clothes on my body were still there. I comforted myself by saying that I might have run into Lei Feng Last Night.
I went back home.
I selectively forgot about that night’s experience. After a long time, no one in the media said anything about that night. I really forgot all about it!
I still lived my life according to the rules. I still waited silently in Wencheng for Wen Bin’s return.
Although Wenyun frequently went to the imperial capital, but also from time to time back.
We are still working hard to create a plan.
Every time back, we will be like the completion of the task, go to bed.
I did not expect, happiness will suddenly fall from the sky.
After I postponed the two weeks, I finally could not help but to buy early pregnancy test paper, test paper on the two distinct poles, at that moment, I really want to cry.
I really wanted to cry!
The thing I had been waiting for for so long finally came true at this moment.
I carefully went to the hospital and got the doctor’s clear diagnosis. I was pregnant.
After seven years of hard work, I was finally pregnant with Wen Yun and me.
That kind of joy really fell from the sky. I had to work very hard to restrain myself. Only then could I restrain the impulse of wanting to scream crazily.
I pulled the check-up sheet, in the cold January wind, want to give Wenyun a surprise.
I know he will be at home today.
Call me early in the morning to ask me where I am, I said in the hospital for a check-up.
He said to wait for me.
Wait for me, I feel a little strange tone.
I was immersed in joy, did not hear it.
Really did not hear what he meant, so that, when I walked into the room to open the door to see him and Jiang Yi remote scene, will be so heart-wrenching.
I don’t know how I faced this scene.
I really thought I was hallucinating.
Wen Yun and I were in love for three years and married for seven years. I occasionally fantasized about whether we would be separated, but every time we separated, I thought it wouldn’t be Wen Yun having an affair. I even thought that even if I didn’t love him, wen Yun would love me for life.
At that moment, I really felt that I was being ironic.
My Heart was fluctuating greatly.
I had never experienced such a blow before. At that moment, I really felt that I had left this world for a moment.
I was thinking that even if we did not love each other anymore..
Even if we did not love each other anymore, even if he did not have any feelings for me anymore, we could still talk about splitting up. Why did we have to use such a cruel method? !
“Lu Man Man, our fake marriage ends here.”Wen bin’s words caused the sky and earth to suddenly collapse while he was still trying to find a reason to comfort himself.
Fake.
It turned out that their marriage was fake.
“I’m Pregnant.”I finally said it out loud.
I always thought that when I said this, we would embrace and be happy with each other.
I thought of all kinds of sweet and happy pictures..
But I didn’t.
His face would be cold, even sarcastic and cold.
He said, “I put birth control pills in your diet all year round. Can you get pregnant?”
I didn’t want to ask why he put pills all year round and I got pregnant. I just thought the word “All year round”was a bit funny.
I just suddenly remembered that in the past seven years, I had been so active in contraception that I had done everything possible in exchange for the truth.
It was truly ridiculous.
I silently felt the pain in my heart. I silently felt the tragedy that fell from the sky. It was so heart-wrenching.
I heard him say, “I don’t love you, Lu Man Man Man. The reason why I Married You was because of the Lu family business. Now that I have it, you are useless… do you feel bad?”
He asked me if I felt bad? !
I think I’m not feeling bad anymore.
I just feel very sad.
I feel sad for everything I’ve given up in this life.
“Unfortunately, I won’t give you a chance to take revenge.”Wen Yun laughed wildly.
I left this room that was filled with a disgusting smell.
Step by step, I left.
After I left, I heard the seductive and crazy cries of women in the room. Each and every one of them was so alluring.
I also seemed to hear Wen Yun’s rough breathing.
I had always thought that Wen Yun would not make such a sound or show such an expression on his face. I had always thought that he was a gentleman from the inside out, pure and clean..
I did not know how I got out of the villa.
I only felt a pain in my lower abdomen.
I only saw that the white carpet was stained with red marks.
I walked to the door.
The wind in Wen city was very strong and very cold.
At this moment, it seemed that I couldn’t feel the cold anymore.
I couldn’t feel any cold anymore.
I just stared blankly at the car that was coming towards me and drove past me like crazy.
I didn’t even have time to feel pain or fear before it was over.
My life ended in Wen bin’s hands just like that.
I swear, I swear.
If there is an afterlife, if God gives me a chance to live, I will make Wen Bin and the Wen family pay the same price, I will make Wen Bin’s life worse than death!
If there is an afterlife, if God gives me a chance to live, I will never love anyone, I will never love anyone, I will start over, I will live in my own hands!
God.
Really gave me a chance to live again.
I went back 7 years ago.
I suddenly went back 7 years ago.
At that time, I was not married to Wen bin.
At that time, Gu Xin was still with me.
At that time, the family business was still there.
At that time, my parents were still safe!
But I did not think, I really did not think, I will repeat the same mistake, to another man.
God gave me a chance, but I always, did not learn!