2481 Little cold hands
Old Department Director pan was full of interest as he kept talking about how there were not so many people when he first came and how things had changed now.
However, the old director was old after all, and he could tell that he was tired after walking for more than an hour. Su Yun suggested that they take the cable car up the mountain. Zheng Ren looked at the tall cable car and immediately thought of a roller coaster.
Zheng Ren still remembered the roller coaster ride with Yiren. It was really scary. Standing below, Zheng Ren could already imagine how terrified he would be if he were to take the cable car.
His hands and feet were cold, and he was trembling as he held her hand. This didn’t seem good. He didn’t look like he was sick, so it was better to keep this cowardly look in the depths of his memory.
In the end, Zheng Ren decided to stay behind alone under the mocking laughter of the crowd.
It couldn’t be helped. The invulnerable boss Zheng also had weaknesses, such as acrophobia, underdeveloped vestibule nerve, unwillingness to socialize, and … Unwillingness to eat.
Zheng Ren sat on a stone bench, bored. Looking at the crowd, he felt that this place was much worse than the desert in the northern frontier.
The experience of watching the stars in the desert was unique in Zheng Ren’s heart. After all, there were very few people. One of boss Zheng’s criteria for evaluating a scenic spot was that there were very few people.
And in the vast desert, lying side by side with his lover on the sand dune and looking at the stars, as if there were no other people or things in the universe, it felt really great.
Zheng Ren watched everyone take the cable car up the mountain alone. Department Director pan seemed to be telling Su Yun, who was with him, about their mountain climbing experience in the past. Yiren wasn’t afraid at all. Instead, she looked a little excited as she took selfies with the Chang and Chu sisters.
Old he was a little scared, but he was still pulled up. Feng Xuhui and Liu Xiaojie sat on the same cable car. He took care of Liu Xiaojie carefully, and their relationship seemed to be progressing.
Big Chu and little Chu sat together, and Zheng Ren smiled. He recalled that during the surgery, the two of them had straightened up at the same time, and their graceful curves had merged into one as they gave him a thumbs-up at the same time.
It was really good to have them around.
As the group of people gradually disappeared into the distance, Zheng Ren could not see them even with his eyesight. Suddenly, a pair of cold hands slowly covered his eyes.
Zheng Ren didn’t Dodge. Which family’s brat was joking with him?
His fingers were dry, with red spots, chapped, and hardened … Was this hand and foot syndrome caused by chemotherapy? Zheng Ren immediately said,”little stone, is that you?”
“Ya, you can even guess that?” Shi Jian breathlessly jumped in front of Zheng Ren.
“Why are you guys here?” Zheng Ren patted little stone’s head with a smile.
“Doctor Zheng, you’re here too.” Wen xiaonuan walked over and said,”I was going to bring little stone to Xishan Park. There are fewer people there. However, I took the wrong path and ended up in this place. “
Zheng Ren looked at Little Rock’s system panel. The red color was gradually fading. It was a small miracle that he could persevere and come here.
‘This is probably the child’s last dream,’ Zheng Ren thought to himself.
On little stone’s thin shoulder, the left side of his neck was thick. There was a large tumor, the one that was pressing down on the airway.
Zheng Ren immediately recalled the scans. The thyroid tumor had invaded the external cervical artery and the fourth cervical spine. Little stone should have felt his limbs go numb. The nerves in his cervical spine were probably invaded before his windpipe was completely blocked.
This was an unsolvable problem. Zheng Ren tried his best to smile as he did not want to leave too heavy of an impression on the child.
Little stone’s illness was beyond cure, and he didn’t have any good solution. It was already good enough that he could walk safely.
“Doctor Zheng, I only found out yesterday that you won the Nobel Prize.” Wen xiaonuan had not expected that the young doctor Who had sent Xiao Shi’s message on QQ would be such a Big Shot, so she replied somewhat uneasily.
Wen xiaonuan felt even more uneasy when she thought about her encounter with Zheng Ren.
“Hehe.” Zheng Ren laughed dryly. He was still not used to people looking at him with such envious and admiring gazes. This was especially true for an ordinary person like Wen xiaonuan, who was not a clinician.
“Uncle, you’re amazing!” Little Rock said.
“Call me big brother.” Zheng Ren said seriously,”I remember you calling me big brother when we first met. Why are you calling me uncle now?”
“Didn’t I ask you to help me look after my mom for the first time? I want to play some games. ” Little stone said,”I think it’s more formal to call him uncle.”
“Still call me big brother.” Zheng Ren insisted.
Little Rock chuckled.”Brother, you’re amazing.” I said I was going to win a Nobel Prize in the future, but I didn’t expect you to get it first. “
Zheng Ren looked at his bright and clear eyes, then at his disharmonious limbs, and felt extremely regretful.
Just like what Su Yun had said, little stone’s life was also a torture.
“Unfortunately, I don’t have time.” Little Rock mumbled.
Wen xiaonuan’s eyes reddened instantly. Before her tears could fall, she turned around immediately and said with a trembling voice,”I’ll go buy some water. What would you like to drink, Dr. Zheng?”
“I’m not thirsty, thank you. ” Zheng Ren said in a slightly despondent tone.
“Brother, you know what illness I have, right?” Little stone sat beside Zheng Ren like an adult and asked softly.
“Yes, I know.” Zheng Ren nodded.
“Actually, I didn’t want to treat it for a long time. It’s too tiring and uncomfortable.” Little stone raised his hand and pointed it at the sun.”Look at my hand. Every time I finish chemotherapy, the skin will burst layer by layer. She felt uncomfortable and nauseated. She was hungry and felt disgusted at the sight of food. Every time I eat, it’s like I’m taking medicine. I have to eat it with a smile, or my mom will cry. “
“You’ve worked hard. ” Zheng Ren said seriously.
“It’s not hard. I’m uncomfortable, but I want to live. You don’t want to be cured, but you want to live. Is it a contradiction?”
“Is it because of your mother?”
“That’s just one aspect. A long time ago, about half a year ago, my mother told me about it. She didn’t want me to leave, but the doctor said there was no hope. She was being very vague, but I knew what she meant. “
“She doesn’t want me to leave, but the treatment is too painful, so she let me choose.”
“What happened after that?” Zheng Ren asked.
“I don’t want to die. I still have so many paths to walk, so many people I haven’t seen, so many games I haven’t played, so many movies I haven’t watched. If he left, he would not be able to do anything. But it’s so hard to live, it’s really hard. “
Little stone didn’t look like a ten-year-old child, but more like an adult. He didn’t enjoy the carefreeness of his age. Instead, he was forced to mature prematurely.