2215 Do not dare to cry in front of the family
They didn’t go out for dinner that night, so Yiren made two dishes and the few of them ate and drank at home. It was quite pleasant.
After the meal, Chang Yue rushed to clear the table while Zheng Ren and Xie Yiren brought Blackie downstairs for a walk.
It was already late, and the lights had just been turned on. Hei Zi was not like a dog that was curious about everything and was running around. It followed Xie Yiren lazily, not making any noise, not roaring, and not barking. It just walked quietly.
“Let’s go out next weekend. ” Xie Yiren asked as she walked under the lights, holding Blackie’s hand.
The tip of her nose was a little upturned, making her look mischievous and cute. Zheng Ren chuckled and reached out to scratch her nose.”Okay,” he said softly.
“You’re not going to ask where we’re going?”
“With you and Blackie around, it doesn’t matter where we go. It’s home.” Zheng Ren said very seriously.
“Then I’ll discuss it with sister Yue.” “How about we go to the hot springs and watch the stars?” Xie Yiren said happily.
“Sure. I’ve heard from you that there’s a hot spring near Haicheng, but I’ve never had the time to go there.”
“Then, let’s find a weekend when there are no freelance surgeries or surgeries. We’ll have fun for two days.”
Zheng Ren held Yiren’s hand and spoke lightly, his heart filled with joy.
The community Hospital was just outside the neighborhood, and the morning market was just ahead. Every morning, there would be a market here. At night, this place became a Street filled with food. There were all kinds of snacks available. Zheng Ren looked at the food stall and realized that it was no wonder Chang Yue could not slim down …
The weather was getting hotter, and more and more people came out for a walk, eat skewers, and drink at night.
“Zheng Ren, one day, I took Blackie out for a walk. A big sister really liked it. She fed it skewers one by one, and Blackie ate for half an hour.”
Xie Yiren told Zheng Ren about hei Zi, and hei Zi seemed to have understood. It rubbed its head against Xie Yiren’s hand, as if it didn’t want her to tell on it.
“I heard that it’s not good for dogs to eat too salty food.” Zheng Ren tried hard to recall some fragments of knowledge.
“I have to eat something.” Xie Yiren said,”otherwise, you can live a long life with less joy, less anger, less excellence, less thinking, less sorrow, less fear, less shock, less eating and drinking.” It’s too boring to live like this. “
“Yes, yes.” Boss Zheng nodded his head repeatedly.”You’re right! Everything should be done in moderation. If you go too far, life will be boring. “
Zheng Ren had almost no ability to resist Yiren’s views.
Because they were holding Blackie’s hand, the two of them didn’t walk through the lively crowd. After all, some people liked dogs, and some people didn ‘t. If he really scared anyone, he would be asking for trouble.
Blackie tactfully hid in the innermost part of the path. It seemed that Xie Yiren had “told” it about this long ago.
The market was filled with smoke and fire. Zheng Ren felt happy when he smelled it.
This was the taste of the human world.
Further ahead, a figure was squatting on the quiet path, blocking the way.
He held a bottle of white wine in his hand and took a big gulp. There was nothing to go with the wine. After gulping it down, he opened his mouth and cried silently.
Zheng Ren didn’t find it strange. People who drank too much were strange. Many years ago, before he graduated, he had met a brother who was holding a concert in the emergency department of the hospital when he was interning at the Affiliated Hospital.
He took a closer look at the man who was drinking. The system panel was slightly red, but there was no diagnosis. It was a sub-healthy state, nothing special.
Happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy were all normal things in the world. Zheng Ren didn’t think about interfering. He was a human, not a God, so how could he meddle in so many things?
Zheng Ren held Yiren’s hand and whispered,””Let’s change our route. “
Xie Yiren nodded lightly, but hei Zi smelled the alcohol and refused to leave.
It squatted down, stuck out its tongue, and looked at the man not far away.
Zheng Ren was really troubled.
It’s all because of that bastard Su Yun, he insisted on letting hei Zi drink! It couldn’t even walk when it saw other people drinking.
Zheng Ren sighed heavily.
“Big brother, what’s the matter with you?”
Just as Zheng Ren was about to have a good talk with hei Zi about life and the path to take, and was about to have a serious discussion, the lady boss of a stall walked up to the man with a small plate of peanuts left behind by someone else.
“Eat something. It’s going to be uncomfortable to drink on an empty stomach.”
“Thank you,” he said. The man’s eyes were red as he said politely.
“There’s nothing in this world that can’t be crossed. Don’t hurt your body. ” The lady boss was big and rough, but her mind was very delicate. She comforted him roughly.
One good word was like spring, and the man did not know why he had an emotional breakdown. He cried like a child who had been wronged.
“What’s wrong?” The boss ran out with a knife, thinking that someone was going to cause trouble.
“Don’t be so scary. ” The lady boss said,”this big brother only bought a bottle of wine and squatted on the side of the road to drink it. He even cried as he drank.”
The boss looked at the man and sighed.
They were all busy people who had to work hard to survive. He didn’t have the time to care about other people’s business. To be able to understand his own matters was already not bad.
“I’m fine, I’m fine. ” The man used his hand to scratch his face and said,””I just feel uncomfortable.”
“My dad can’t hold on any longer. The doctor asked me to take him back so that he could take a look at the house and his family.”
“I feel terrible in my heart. I’m flustered.”
“I don’t dare to cry in front of my family. I’m afraid they’ll feel bad too.”
“I’ll just find a place to drink some wine and cry for a while. “
The man explained in broken sentences. As he spoke, tears rolled down his cheeks.
His upper body was naked, and he sobbed as he spoke the words that he couldn’t say to his family.
They were all strangers, so he didn’t mind telling her. It was impossible to get any response after getting drunk and venting her stress.
After saying that, he just patted his butt and left. He didn’t know anyone anyway.
He didn’t expect that crying would be of any use. They all had to live, so who would have the mood to help him?
It was like a big car shop in the past, where people from all over the world gathered together. There were many unspeakable secrets in his heart that he felt terrible about. He drank a few taels of wine and burned a knife. He said a few secrets that he couldn’t tell his close friends and family. The next morning, they went their separate ways.
“He’s sick? What illness is it?”
The man covered his mouth and was crying when a voice suddenly came.
The voice wasn’t loud and was a little gentle, but nothing could stop it from reaching his ears in the noisy market.
“The doctor said I’m old.” The man sobbed and replied,”I’m in my 70S. My heart can’t beat anymore.”
“Do you have a slice?”
“…” The man was stunned for a moment. He raised his head and looked in the direction of the voice.
He was wearing a clean and neat T-shirt, and he had a kind and honest face. The street light cast a shadow on his back.
The light of the street lamp spread out behind him, as if a Halo of light had enveloped the young man. There was no darkness, only an almost infinite light.
An inexplicable sense of trust appeared in the man’s heart.