Chapter 147 - I Hope You Won’t Hate Me
" No " said Lin Yan shaking his head and placing the sketch back on the table " I won't go to the extreme and say that you are a pervert sure , your preferences are a bit different but no I won't call you one just because you want to do something like this to your own wife . What I'm actually thinking about is , why do you have to hide it from Wan Wan ?"
Lin Yan didn't think that Su Wan was someone who would prefer one brother over the other , even though they themselves tried to attract Su Wan's attention more towards them . Su Wan has never shown preferential attitude towards one of them , if she scolds Lin Chen for something , she will give him a sweet kiss after the scolding . If she gets mad at Lin Rui , she will never keep it in her heart for long and go back to talking and teasing Lin Rui , similarly she would tease their eldest brother even if he doesn't like to talk . Su Wan has never shown a personal liking , towards a single brother , she had treated everyone of them equally .
" she will find me disgusting " said Lin Yu with a self condemning smile " look around second brother , will any woman like me for who am I ? If I show her exactly what I'm , if I tell her what I want ? Su Wan would not remain here with me , instead she would work hard to widen the distance between the two of us "
" have you asked her ?" said Lin Yan " do you think she won't find it disgusting if you keep doing it behind her back ? Or you are going to keep lying to her forever , hmm? Do you think that she will never find out about your lies ?"
The life of a lie was really short , it didn't have an arm or leg to keep running . One day it will be caught , even if Lin Yu can lie to Su Wan today , it doesn't mean that he can lie to her forever . It wasn't that Lin Yu haven't thought about it , he has - it's just he didn't want to think about it .
Lin Yan knew that even though Lin Yu liked to act as little boss behind their back , he was still the same old Lin Yu , who feared losing his family and friends . He raised his hand and patted Lin Yu 's head ". Ah Yu , if you keep lying to her and force her to do something that she doesn't want to - you might end up losing her for forever . If you come out clean at least Su Wan would give you a chance and hear it out but if you were to keep doing what you did to her before , if you keep lying - she would not like it . At least I wouldn't like being touched without my consent , and neither will you , I mean would you like it if Su Wan were to chain you up and touch you while you were drunk or drugged ? "
" I would " answered Lin Yu without even blinking an eye .
Lin Yan who was trying to teach him "…" .
Lin Yan didn't know what to say ! His brother was really something else !
However , he couldn't give up though he wished he could knot Lin Yu 's hair in his fingers and rip a few in punishment but he simply thought about such dangerous scenarios in his head . In front of Lin Yu he put on an amiable smile " Ah Yu , not everyone's preferences are like you , are they ? If you want Su Wan to enjoy what you enjoy why don't you slowly introduce it to her - I mean she will learn it soon , right ? And you have two years before you can " motioning his hands over the sketches that Lin Yu had drawn " turn all these fantasies of yours into reality right ? Why not slowly take a step in that direction ?"
Lin Yan muttered a quick sorry to Su Wan as he knew that what he was teaching Lin Yu might be really painful for her two holes but at least Su Wan would know what was happening and Lin Yu might be a manipulative little brat , he would certainly not force Su Wan to do anything .
" Alright " Lin Yu pondered over Lin Yan 's suggestion and found it reasonable , he was indeed thinking about how he will make these fantasies of his into reality because even of he found out a drug that might knock Su Wan out cold , his brothers might not agree with his methods . And if Su Wan remain unconscious then how will he enjoy her flushed lustful face when he drill his shaft inside her cave ?
His second brother's suggestion wasn't really too far fetched after all he still have two years and anything could happen in these two years . If he slowly introduced Su Wan to things like these , she would surely open up wouldn't she ?
Lin Yan heard Lin Yu 's reply and heaved a sigh of relief , at least the danger has been averted for now . He hoped that Su Wan would accept Lin Yu as he was but if she didn't like the idea of being pressed between two or three brothers at a single time , he would definitely support her .
" its good that you understand " said Lin Yan softly , after that he walked out of the room gently caressing Lin Yu 's hair . Lin Yu who was left alone in the room , heaved a sigh and leaned back on his crooked chair , his head leaning backwards as he stared at the sketch on his roof . Lin Yan didn't notice this sketch in which Su Wan was lying between the five brothers , sleeping contently . Her face full of trust , love and peace - this was what Lin Yu wanted more than anything , he wanted Su Wan to blindly trust him and his brothers both physically and emotionally .
However , it might be a very long road for him . But now that Su Wan was here , he would never let go of her even if she hates him " Wan Wan , do you have any idea how much I have to co..control myself ?" The Wan Wan in the sketch didn't answer , however Lin Yu didn't need an answer he straightened up in his chair and caressed the obscene sketch that Lin Yan had left on his table " but I will do it , because you are worth it , I just hope you won't h...hate me "