Chapter 992 - Chapter 992: Chapter 986: Desiring a Miracle_1
Chapter 992: Chapter 986: Desiring a Miracle_1
After hearing Chu Molin’s words, Qin Xue thought for a while and decided that weaning the children wasn’t a bad idea. She would just need to make them softer foods to eat. They couldn’t eat anything too hard or they would have difficulty digesting and might accumulate food in their stomachs.
“Alright, but these two little ones sure know what they want. Other people’s children struggle to wean and usually continue to nurse until they are one or two years old. But these two, only six months old, stop eating when they decide they don’t want any more, giving me hardly any time to prepare,” Qin Xue mused aloud. If she had known the twins were going to wean so quickly, she would have brewed some malt water to keep her milk from becoming engorged. Breast engorgement pain was no joke—it was as unbearable as childbirth and she was afraid to even touch her breasts.
“These two are indeed different from other kids—too sensible for their age. I remember you said Jingtao was like that too. It seems they understand how hard it is for you mothers and are considerate,” Chu Molin remarked, smiling at Fang Xiu who was next to them.
“That reminds me, it’s true. Taotao has been very quiet since birth except when he was hungry or unwell. As for your two, they are so well-behaved and easy too. I think these kids are blessed, they don’t want to trouble their mother too much.” Fang Xiu communicated with the couple using lip reading.
She was full of affection and concern for little Taotao. Such a small child being so mature made her feel like he lacked some innocence. She wondered whether she made the right choice. At that moment, Fang Xiu started to hesitantly revisit her decisions.
Her love for Jing Xin developed gradually, and had it not been for the circumstances with Jing Yuan, she would not have made such a decision. But she couldn’t bear to see them live like that. It was a form of agony for her.
If she didn’t love Jing Xin, then his plight wouldn’t have affected her at all. However, she loved that man, and so after finding out about his circumstances, she couldn’t bear the consequent events.
During her time away from S Province, Fang Xiu revisited all that had occurred after she married Jing Xin, and realized there were many issues she had overlooked.
Looking back, she knew she had been foolish—just a simpleton exploited by Jing Yuan. She wondered how she could have been so naive, incapable of seeing Jing Yuan’s tricks. She had been so sincere and generous towards Jing Yuan. Undoubtedly, in Jing Yuan’s opinion, she must be stubborn and stupid.
At the beginning, Fang Xiu thought Jing Yuan was genuinely kind to her. Because of this, she shared many matters with Jing Yuan, she had practically given her heart away to her. Only now did she realize that her departure from the Jings was played up by Jing Yuan.
At this point, Fang Xiu was unsure whether she should laugh or cry. However, none of that mattered. She had burned all bridges with Jing Xin, and as Qin Xue had mentioned, even if she and Jing Xin were still potentially compatible, could she act as if nothing had happened and live with Jing Xin the way she used to? Fang Xiu asked herself, could she?
No matter how many times she asked herself, Fang Xiu knew it was impossible. Her heart was wrecked, she couldn’t be so forgiving. Unless a meteorite were to collide with Earth, a miracle was unlikely to happen.
But what Fang Xiu didn’t know was that her way of thinking would soon be dispelled, and it was then that she realized, no matter how harsh her words were, she couldn’t bear to see him in trouble.
Because there was a kind of love that had seeped into her marrow, much like the blood coursing through her veins. How could she pretend like it didn’t exist?
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