Chapter 2760
.Chapter 2760
2760 I know with one look
“I said, you can take care of her, but there are some things you need to settle. You don’t need to run around, you …”
“Okay, I know. I know what I’m doing,” Jack couldn’t take it anymore.”I’m hanging up.”
The phone fell to the ground. Jack covered his head and slowly squatted on the ground. Old Rayleigh was puzzled. His son usually hung up after a call. Why was he still on the phone after a long while? Jack covered his head. The afterimages in front of him became even worse. He felt dizzy and closed his eyes. Old Rayleigh listened for a while, baffled.
There was no response. He hung up the phone and the screen went dark.
Jack trembled inexplicably, panicked, and broke out in a cold sweat. This was accompanied by a suffocating fear. He could not control himself and started to hit the wall violently, hoping to relieve this pain, but it was to no avail. Then, the image of mu Yuan lying in a coffin covered with the national flag slowly appeared. Jack suddenly opened the bathroom door and vomited violently …
Jack stumbled out of the drawer, took out a bottle of medicine with trembling hands, and poured it into his hands and mouth. Several pills were scattered on the carpet.
He knelt on the ground in pain and covered his head with both hands. He had overestimated his ability to bear the pain and dared to stop the medicine without the guidance of a professional, which had caused terrible consequences.
He kept hitting the ground. How was he going to take care of Xiao Yuan like this?
Little Yuan’s body had all sorts of complications. He was sick all over and needed long-term care and care. What if he couldn’t control his condition and even lost his temper at little Yuan?
How could she take good care of him?
He needed to see a psychiatrist.
Jack took a deep breath to calm down the panic and panic in his heart. He put the scattered medicine back. He didn’t know how much he had taken, but he knew that the usual dosage he had taken was beyond the normal level.
It was not rare for soldiers to suffer from anxiety and depression. Almost all of them would develop into occupational diseases, especially those who worked overseas for a long time under high pressure. They would have major or minor neurasthenia diseases and so on.
He also knew why he was sick.
He thought that his illness would be cured after mu Yuan returned and was safe. However, reality proved that his judgment was wrong.
He was already dependent on the medicine and could not get rid of it.
When mu Yuan woke up, it was dusk. He did not feel hungry after the infusion, but he was greedy. He also knew that he had to fast. He could not even drink water, and he was a little depressed.
Bored and without anything to pass the time, he could only play games.
Where’s Jack?
He hadn’t seen Jack for a long time, so he should have come over to have a chat with him. When Jack appeared, he was a little surprised and frowned.”What’s wrong with your forehead?”
There was a slight bruise on his forehead, and even his hair couldn’t cover it. Jack said,”I was distracted and bumped into it.”
“How do you feel? does it still hurt?” Jack sat down and looked at him with a gentle gaze.
Mu Yuan shook his head.”It doesn’t hurt. I just … Want to eat something.”
She wasn’t hungry, she was just craving for food.
“The doctor said no food and no water for three days.”
Mu Yuan was speechless.
A bolt from the blue!
Jack was very silent and did not say much. He took a chessboard over and accompanied mu Yuan to play chess to relieve his boredom. He had never been considered a man who was good at chatting. He had been suppressing things in his heart, but because he was sick, he could not suppress them. He showed obvious signs of fidgeting and frustration.
Mu Yuan looked at him deeply.”Jack, are you sick?”
“No, I didn ‘t!” Jack lowered his head and fiddled with the chess pieces. Mu Yuan was recuperating, and he did not want mu Yuan to know about his physical condition. He could slowly digest it himself.”Let’s play chess.”
Mu Yuan held a piece and looked at the neat chessboard. He said sarcastically,”in our relationship, there’s actually one thing that I wanted to say a few years ago. You’re very strong. Of course, this is because of your personality, and it’s understandable. However, when we were in love, I opened my heart to you. Other than things that were classified as state secrets, I could share everything with you. But you’re different. You’ve been hiding a lot of things and doing a lot of things behind my back. I know that you have no choice but to do some of them. You have your own stand, and I’ve never blamed you. ”
“But …” Mu Yuan paused.”You never tell me about those things that have nothing to do with me but make you feel very stressed. All this while, you have been talking to me about happy things. You don’t complain or complain. It’s as if you really can handle everything properly. Of course, I also understand that we spend more time apart than together. There’s even a little time where we can’t wait to throw ourselves into bed and not get off. How could we have the mood to have an in-depth conversation? But I’ve always wanted to hear you talk about the things that you’re unhappy about, what difficulties you’ve encountered, what things you can’t solve, what troubles you have, what makes you afraid, and what are you frustrated about?”
“You’re able to digest all the negative emotions that you have, but I’m so childish. If I let you digest all the negative emotions that I have, it would make me look so insensible.” Mu Yuan’s eyes were firm, and there was a hint of sadness and relief when he mentioned the past.”But Did you know? He’s the person I love with all my heart. I can tell that something’s different with just one look from him. ”