Chapter 319 - Chapter 319: I Can ‘t Forget Such a Nightmare
Chapter 319: I Can ‘t Forget Such a Nightmare
Translator: 549690339
Li Shengxia avoided him.” I’m sorry, Mr. Mo. I’m going to stay at my fiancé’s place tonight. We’re still not on the same route, so please go ahead.””
“What did you say?” MO Nianchen looked at her coldly, as if to say,’Say it again if you dare.’
In the past, she might have been afraid of this gaze, but now, she was not afraid.” I said, I want to stay at my fiancé’s house. Mr. MO, don’t tell me you want to interfere in such matters?
“Have you forgotten what I told you that day??”
“What did you say that day?” Li Shengxia looked confused.” I really can’t remember.” My fiancé and I will be leaving first. Goodbye, Mr. Mo.”
Li Shengxia got into Tan Qing’s car.” Tan Qing, drive.’”‘
Tan Qing immediately started the engine and stepped on the accelerator.
MO Nianchen watched as the car disappeared into the distance. His entire body felt as cold as ice.
Through the rearview mirror, Li Shengxia saw that MO Nianchen had been standing there for a long time, clutching his bag nervously.
Shengxia, you’re too nervous.” Tan Qing said.
“If it were you, wouldn’t you be nervous? That guy easily maxed out my card! All my years of savings were squandered by him in one night! And he obviously did it on purpose.”
“Shengxia, I think he deliberately maxed out your card tonight because…Go home with you.”
Isn’t that a ridiculous explanation?” Li Shengxia could hardly believe it.” “It’s ridiculous, but it’s like what he would do.”
“Why? Because we agreed to end at twelve? Did he think of such a method to stall for time?”
“I think he didn’t even drive over. He probably wants you to take a walk with him.
“Take a walk? Accompany him? It would take at least two hours to walk from the Oriental Theater to Huayuan Street. I didn’t have the leisure to do so.”
“Shengxia, perhaps he really had some unspeakable secret that forced you to leave him…
“Like what? For example, did he know that he would die soon?”
“He said that?”
“Yes, he asked me if a person would forgive him if he let his beloved leave him because he was about to die.”
“What if that’s the case? Will you forgive me?”
“Forgive? How is that possible?” “Don’t you think it’s ridiculous?” Li Shengxia asked. Was this the love in his heart? If what he said is true, I’m really glad that he pushed me away back then!”
“Because a person who can’t go through thick and thin with me and doesn’t believe that I can go through thick and thin with him is not my ideal partner.
Even if it wasn’t because of that incident, there would be a day when we would be separated by other things. Any sudden incident could bring our relationship to an end. There was no respect, no trust, and no reliance on each other. What was the use of having such a relationship?”
“..”Tan Qing was silent.
He couldn’t deny the fact that she had a certain logic in her words. MO Nianchen’s actions had indeed hurt her deeply. No matter what the reason was, he should not hurt others in the name of love.
If such a thing happened to him, he would probably not be able to forgive the other party for not trusting him.
But could she let it go?
Over the past five years, he had watched her walk out of the haze bit by bit. From the initial silence to the smile that gradually appeared after giving birth, she became stronger and more cheerful day by day.
She was trying to open the window in her heart and let the sunlight shine through the gap to illuminate her life.
She had always been working hard like this. Although she also avoided it, she never said that she was tired, nor did she think of compromising with fate.
He admired her courage because she had a strength that he did not have.
It was precisely because of all the things that had happened that had never changed her heart. She was still as warm and kind as ever, and that was why he gradually indulged himself in such a soft and strong heart.
Just like he had told her, it was because he met her that his life had changed drastically. He began to forgive himself. He wanted to take off Tan Qing’s mask and be his Tan Tianyou.
Even if it wasn’t perfect, even if it wasn’t good enough, it was still him…
She was the one who had given him the courage to walk out of the haze.
However, MO Nianchen’s reappearance had completely disrupted her life.
Tan Qing realized that she was changing. This change was very subtle. He didn’t know how to explain it, but he knew that she was changing. She also noticed it and was afraid of this change.
Perhaps she was afraid that she would repeat the same mistake, which was why she resisted MO Nianchen so fiercely.
She pretended to have lost her memory and pretended to be indifferent. However, she did not know that MO Nianchen’s name had occupied her entire time.
Even if she hated, rejected, and resisted, she had to admit that she could not turn a blind eye to that person.
Unless one day, when she faced MO Nianchen, she would no longer be so agitated. She would not be angry for him, would not be hurt by him, would not be affected by him, and would completely treat him as a dispensable character. She would no longer be nervous because of him..
Otherwise, she would never be able to escape these three words. These three words would eventually confine her for the rest of her life.
Li Shengxia was silent for a moment before she suddenly spoke.” Tan Qing, can you…” Get engaged to me as soon as possible?”
“What did you say?” Tan Qing suddenly stepped on the brakes as if she did not understand what he meant.
“I have to get rid of him as soon as possible. I think he will give up on us after we get engaged. After all, you are one of the top figures in L City. No matter how bold he is, he won’t dare to do anything to me.”
Tan Qing thought that he would be happy since she was the one who suggested it. However, he felt that he was not happy at all because he did not like Li Shengxia who was not calm at all.
He did not want Li Shengxia to be like this. He did not want her to be so impulsive as to get rid of a certain someone and turn from one injury to another. That was not redemption, it was just escaping.
Tan Qing did not answer Li Shengxia. Instead, she asked,” Shengxia, have you ever tried to forgive him?”
He said, “Shengxia, can you try to forgive him?”
Because if you really forgive him, he won’t affect you. This way, he can slowly fade out of your world until he finally disappears.
“I’ve tried. Of course I’ve tried. I’ve tried more than once, but I can’t forgive him.’
“Every night, I would think of the things he had done to me and the words he had said. From the best to the worst, I would be awakened by nightmares.”
“He pushed me into hell when I thought I was in the clouds. No matter how much I begged him, he never looked back at me. He even stabbed me with the most vicious words and wanted to abort our child…l would never forget this nightmare..”