Chapter 307 - Chapter 307: I Killed Him
Chapter 307: I Killed Him
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Tan Qing continued,”
“Little Uncle is very good. He is completely different from me. At that time, I was like a shadow, but he was the true light. He had excellent grades, was talented, and had a unique understanding of design. His life was full of hope, and everyone had high hopes for him.”
“As for me, I’m unrestrained and like freedom. I often stay out at night. I’m a veritable ignorant hooligan. I adored my little uncle, but I also hated his light. It was a very contradictory feeling.”
“I hate his exuberance, and at the same time I envy his bright future. His dream was to become the world’s top designer, and he hoped that his name would be remembered by everyone. This was a piece of cake for him.”
“He’s obviously the same age as me, but he lives at the opposite end of the spectrum. He’s so good, but I’m useless. Xiangxiang is the only variable between us. Unlike the others, she didn’t fall in love with my beloved uncle, but she fell in love with me.”
“For a moment, I was overjoyed because someone finally saw my good side.
Someone finally chose me over him. I often brought Xiangxiang out to mingle. Gradually, I realized that my little uncle had changed a little. He was no longer as cheerful, talkative, humorous, and humorous as before. Instead, he gradually became silent and always looked at Xiangxiang Beila with a very sad
‘ I slowly realized that the little uncle might like Xiang Xiang very much. That was completely different from the good feelings I had for Xiang Xiang on the surface. That kind of like went deep into the bone marrow and was engraved in my heart. Hence, I started to distance myself from Xiang Xiang because I actually didn’t really like her that much. I liked her only because I felt that her taste was better than others. However, Little Uncle was different. His love for her was a long-lasting and profound feeling.”
“Everyone had high hopes for little uncle, but his light was gradually fading and weakening. Xiangxiang Beila chased after me relentlessly, and I began to avoid her like a viper. I used the coldest expression to face her and the most heartless words to hurt her, but she continued to chase after me…
“Until one day…’
“I received the news that Xiangxiang Beila was kidnapped, so I rushed over to save her at all costs. Who knew that it was just a prank! She confessed to me in that chaotic moment. I rejected her fiercely and told her that it was absolutely impossible for us. She asked me if it was because of Little Uncle. If it weren’t for him, would I have accepted her?”
“I was just about to answer her when I saw little uncle standing behind Xiangxiang Beila and looking at me…”
“He looked at me with a sad expression, but he smiled at me. His smile was a little desperate, but he still pretended that nothing had happened.”
” At this moment, the bosses of the other gangs that I had bullied before found a group of people to stop us. There were seventy to eighty of them, and there were only three of us. One of us was me, one was a weak uncle, and the other was a girl who had no combat strength. At first, I chose to accept the challenge, but after all, the other party had the advantage in numbers. Little uncle saw that I was injured and insisted that we choose to escape.”
“He let Xiang Xiang sit in my car and said that he would be there soon. I followed his advice.”
“But when we were ready, he didn’t get on the car…He deliberately provoked those bastards and drew everyone’s attention to him so that we could escape. I wanted to get out of the car, but Xiang Xiang hugged me and refused to let go.
Even so, I still ran out of the car in the end, but I was too late.”
“That year, he was only seventeen years old. His young life ended just like that. ”
“I know he heard me. He heard Xiangxiang Beila’s words. That sentence asked me, if he didn’t exist, would it be possible for me and her?”
“My little uncle is just like you. No matter how much he has been hurt, he will still think of others. I really hate myself. Why didn’t I tell Xiangxiang earlier that it was impossible? Whether there was Little Uncle or not, it was impossible between us. If I had told her earlier, little uncle might not have died…
“I killed him.”
“In order to fulfill our wishes, he ended his life in such a way. He saved me, but I no longer have the courage to be myself.”
So, I started to pretend that he was still alive. I pretended that I was him. I was thinking about what he would do if he was still alive. It should be like what he said, to become an outstanding designer, enter the best company, and then let his name be known to the whole world.’
So, after half a year of decadence, I began a crazy learning journey. Just as he once told me, I also have a shocking talent for design. I quickly returned from my studies. ”
“Then, I used his name to enter the Imperial Inheritance to work.”
“Later, Xiangxiang Beila found me, but I still pushed her away coldly. After that, she started to create all kinds of trouble…Because she knew that no matter how cold she was to her, she couldn’t leave her in the lurch.”
“She kept using all kinds of methods to force me to see her. She fought with others, got drunk in bars, and ate and dash in various hotels. As long as she could think of something, she would use it.”
“This is the last time…
“The last time was that day when you were in the hospital. I went out to buy porridge for you. She called me and said that she was going to die. She used to threaten me like this, so I ignored her that time…”
“When I went back, I found that you had fallen into the sea. I followed the navy and searched for you for a long time. During that time, she called me more than a hundred times. Then, she went missing.”
“I haven’t seen her since. It’s been five years now.”
“I think she has completely given up on me and wants to start over.”
“This is the story of me, Xiangxiang Beila, and my little uncle…”
Li Shengxia was shocked when she heard Tan Qing’s story. She did not expect that Tan Qing would use her uncle’s name for such a reason. “So, when you first met me, you liked to tease me because…”
“Yes, because you have many characteristics that are very similar to my little uncle. At that moment, I felt like I was alive again.”
“Tan Qing, I’m sure your little uncle has never blamed you,” said Li Shengxia. He made such a choice because he hoped that you and Xiangxiang Beila could be happy…lf he knew that you weren’t happy, he wouldn’t be able to feel at ease. ”
“See, you’re always so good at comforting people. “Tan Qing wanted to smile at her after saying that, but he found it difficult. He looked at the sea in silence and was lost in thought for a long time..