Chapter 170 - Chapter 170: Why? Didn’t You Not Like Him??
Chapter 170: Why? Didn’t You Not Like Him??
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However, Yin Tangyi seemed to ignore her resistance and continued,”
“Shengxia, let’s go somewhere far away, to a place where no one knows us, okay? I can’t be with another woman besides you. My entire head and heart are filled with you. I can’t hold anyone else. I will never listen to my mother and get engaged to anyone else. I only want you.”
With the help of his drunkenness, he revealed all his thoughts.
Yes, he also wanted to forget this woman, but he realized that it was not the case at all.
Without her, the world was a mess. The sky was dark, and he could not find his way. He did not know where he should go. He only knew that he only wanted to go to a place where she was…
He also wanted to let go, but he really could not do it.
She was like the dream of his life. If she left, his dream would be shattered and his life would be over.
Li Shengxia frowned slightly.” I’m sorry, Young Master Yin.” I realized that MO Nianchen has a place in my heart again. Or rather, I realized that I have always liked MO Nianchen…
“I’m sorry for everything that happened to you. Please forget about me. It’s really impossible between us. Even if you give up on yourself, I won’t be affected by this. So, please face your life and move on.”
Li Shengxia pushed Yin Tangyi away gently.
Unexpectedly, Yin Tangyi suddenly pressed her against the car. This time, he used a lot of force. The wound on her back seemed to be tearing apart..
“Don’t say anymore! Shengxia, I don’t care who you’re thinking about, as long as you’re by my side, alright?! Answer me!”
His gaze was so hot that it was as if there were two flames burning.
Li Shengxia was about to speak when her phone rang.
Her ringtone was very hurtful, and it hurt him even more than her rejection.
I tried hard to remember you and cry, to let myself love you deeply and then learn to give up. I don’t want to forget about you. Even if I could, I would rather remember all the sadness.’
‘It doesn’t matter if I try my best to think of you. I’ll use my blessings and gratitude to bravely lose you. Although the decision to love you is difficult, I won’t say sorry…’
Yin Tangyi had once heard this song in a music box. At that time, she said that it was a song that the person she hated the most gave to her.
But now, she actually used this song as a ringtone…
It turned out that the so-called most hated could also become the most liked…
Yin Tangyi pressed down on Li Shengxia’s wrist to stop her from answering the call. His hurt expression seemed to be questioning her why.
“Didn’t you say you hated this song? Use it as a ringtone?”
Li Shengxia’s face paled. She did not expect him to remember.
He didn’t know that some things didn’t have a reason. Just like how she didn’t know why she fell in love with someone and couldn’t love anyone else.
In her first year of high school, she liked to put on a music box because the lyrics on it seemed to describe her feelings at that time.
At that time, it was almost MO Nianchen’s birthday. She wanted to buy the music box as a gift for him, but she was afraid that MO Nianchen would find out about her feelings at that time. It was this kind of feeling that made her hesitate for a long time.
Finally, when she decided to buy it and give it to him, she found an identical music box in MO Nianchen’s drawer.
She was shocked when MO Nianchen saw her staring at the music box in a daze. He told her that it was a gift from a girl who admired him and felt disgusted. If she liked it, she could take it.
Her emotions were extremely complicated. The words ‘love’ and ‘disgust’ kept playing in her mind. She told him that she didn’t want it.
However, he shoved the music box into her hands and forced it on her.
She suddenly flew into a rage out of humiliation and told him that she hated him, hated this song, and hated the music box even more.
Then, he expressionlessly threw the music box into the trash can. He told her that it was fine if she didn’t like him.
At that time, his actions were so cold that she even felt an indescribable anger. Was he angry? She should be the one who should be angry!
After all, she had once liked the music box and wanted to give it to him. Although someone else had gotten it first and he did not like it, she still could not accept him casually throwing it into the trash can.
She was stunned and asked him why.
She would never forget his answer. He didn’t even look at her and said coldly,” If you don’t like it, do whatever you want. Why ask why?”
After saying that, he left.
However, she stood rooted to the spot for a very long time. It was then that she realized that he could do whatever he wanted with things he didn’t like. And she was the same as the music box, he would not like her.
After he left, she picked up the music box and took it away.
After that, she never thought of preparing a birthday present for him again. She always deliberately forgot his birthday.
She thought that since so many people had given him gifts, hers was not important at all. Moreover, he would not like it even if she gave it to him. Perhaps he would throw it away like a music box.
Perhaps MO Nianchen would never know why she had never given him a birthday present. She thought that she would not be rejected that way, until that day, when she accidentally found the music box from back then in her room.
It turned out that his feelings back then and now had not changed at all..
Just like the lyrics of the song in the music box.
She had been trying to forget him, but she did not really want to forget him. Although the decision to love him was very difficult, she did not want to say sorry…
Li Shengxia came back to her senses and looked at Yin Tangyi, who was holding back his anger. She felt apologetic.
She realized that she had spent many years trying to get MO Nianchen out of her heart and Yin Tangyi into her heart, but she had failed.
She said solemnly to Yin Tangyi,””Let go of me. I want to answer the phone.”
“Tell me!” Yin Tangyi shouted angrily. Why? Didn’t you dislike him? Didn’t you dislike this song? Why?”
She remembered what MO Nianchen had said back then: there was no reason why she didn’t like him.
Perhaps, there was no reason for him to like her.
She looked straight into Yin Tangyi’s questioning eyes and said,” If I knew why I would never have escaped. If I knew why, I would never have come back now. If I knew why, I might not have tried to let you get close to me, let you understand me, and not mess up your life because of it.”
Li Shengxia’s words made Yin Tangyi’s heart filled with mixed feelings.
The ringing of the bell sounded like a joke.
He didn’t want to listen to her anymore, so he didn’t stop her from pressing the call button..