Chapter 865
865 My name is in your eyes 11
Xu Yin did not seem to hear her call, but at the same time, he seemed to have heard her. Their lower bodies were still tightly fused together. He was still buried in her velvet-like warmth, very stiff. When Xu Yin heard her, he only moved a few times subconsciously, as if she would not feel cold if he moved a few times.
He closed his eyes. Some fine liquid had crept up his usually expressionless and serious face and dripped onto the old diary.
Xu Yin closed his eyes as if he was shocked by something. He was so shocked that he did not know how to react for a long time.
Then, he quickly opened his eyes again because he had not read enough.
The diary in his hand was like a huge treasure that brought him huge surprises. These surprises collided with his broken heart all these years, and then played out another kind of unbearable deep love, fermenting in his heart.
He didn’t even know how he read her mind.
It was true that the words ” I love you ” were written on every page, but these words were not meant for Yin Zhan, that bastard, but for himself. He didn’t know what to do.
His entire body swelled up. The mood of the thirty-year-old man at this moment was as happy as a child who had received candy.
As he read, he sometimes relaxed his brows, sometimes frowned, sometimes couldn’t hide the smile on his lips, and sometimes his face darkened as he couldn’t agree with the questions in her diary. He was filled with mixed feelings, as if he had knocked over a bottle of five flavors.
In fact, in this world, who could resist the feelings of the woman he loved?
He had given her all of his heart. He had resisted the pressure from his family and married her because he wanted to love and pamper her. Before they got married, he had already outlined their married life full of laughter and joy. However, the words she had said to Yin Zhan in the video the night before the wedding made him feel like he was a joke.
After their marriage, her frowning face was like a slap to his face every day, making his burning hot heart cool down bit by bit. His self-esteem couldn’t take it, and in the end, all that was left was to hurt each other.
But even if they hurt each other, he couldn’t bear to let her go. He just wanted to use any means possible to make her stay.
If he couldn’t keep her heart, then he would keep her as a person, imprisoning her for the rest of her life. He would also imprison himself in her world for the rest of his life.
He was cruel to her and cruel to himself.
To be honest, he was just a man who thought that he couldn’t get love, so he tried his best to make a fuss in front of her. He was like a child who couldn’t get candy, crying and making a fuss, just to get attention and get what he wanted.
He felt that he was such a pathetic man.
But now-
His heart was filled with something else by this diary, and he didn’t know how to bear it for a while.
Xu Yin threw the diary aside and lowered his head to look at the girl who was being bullied by him. His fingers trembled as they brushed across her face. When their eyes met, she avoided his gaze. In the past, he would have thought that a girl would look away after three seconds because she did not love him. At this moment, he felt that it might be because he was shy.
A smile slowly appeared on his lips. His fingers pinched her chin and lifted her head, forcing her to look him in the eye. “Look at me, don’t hide!”
Yan Wanwan’s long eyelashes blinked, and in the next moment, their eyes met.