Chapter 815
815 Revealing one’s inner thoughts (1)
The awkwardness that Xi Zhiwei told su Wanwan.
PEI Munian didn’t think about this. He thought that su Wanwan’s sudden attitude and cold words of ridicule were her usual tactics. After all, she had treated Xi Zhiqian like that before. He had struggled for so long but still couldn’t extricate himself from her love. He tried hard to convince himself that he was different from Xi Zhiqian and thought that su Wanwan was true to him. He didn’t expect that his true feelings were still played by her. After hearing her say those words, he was so angry. he had completely lost his mind and couldn’t even tell if it was real or fake.
At the end of the day, they both cared too much about each other, so they had to be very careful. They would be extremely sensitive to the slightest change. However, it was also because they cared too much that they had missed each other for so many years. That was why they couldn’t even accept each other’s ‘I love you’.
“Silly girl.”
PEI Munian’s voice came out of her throat in a low voice, as if she was talking about su Wanwan, but also seemed to be talking about herself.
If su Wanwan could have asked one more question, or if he could have said one more sentence, he would have successfully proposed to her that morning and promised to spend the rest of his life with her. Then perhaps when they graduated from University, they would have gotten married directly. The three years that they had missed would have become the sweetest and most beautiful three years.
I’m silly, Yingluo. If I had known that this would happen, I would have stuck to you back then. Whether you were taking revenge or not, whether you were toying with me or not, I would have stuck to you. I’ve been sticking to you for so long and finally managed to get close to you. Why did I lose my mind and break up with you then, Yingluo? ”
actually, I regretted it the moment I said those words. You told me not to appear in front of you again, so I didn’t dare to see you. But I waited every day for you to call me. Even if you called just to scold me, I didn’t care about anything and just ran back to pester you.
but I waited and waited for a long time. I was looking at my phone every day. I didn’t even sleep much because I was afraid of missing your call. In the end, I still couldn’t wait. Then, Qianqian, when I couldn’t hold on any longer and wanted to go to you, I found out from Lu Sheng that you had gone abroad.
Who would’ve thought that because he was in too much pain, he didn’t want to stay in a place with su Wan and went abroad, but it became the knife that cut off their last hope.
In this world, there was probably nothing more laughable than being in love with each other and constantly missing each other, right?
then why didn’t you go abroad after her? ”
PEI Munian’s eyes had unknowingly turned wet. Her entire body was clearly numb from the cold, but her heart was in pain. It was extremely painful.
“Yeah, why didn’t I chase her out of the country, Yingluo?” Su Wanwan mumbled in a low voice, almost like a whisper, ” Nian, niannian, don’t worry, if there’s, there’s another time, I will, I will definitely chase after you abroad. I, I’m so sleepy now, so tired. Can I, Wanwan, sleep for a while? ”
She said everything in her heart and told him everything in the past. She was satisfied. This way, when she met niannian in her next life, he would no longer blame her, hate her, and hate her. How good would that be?
Su Wanwan’s voice became lower and lower. Her breathing seemed to have slowly stopped. The light in her eyes scattered, weakened, and finally, a little bit of silence.