Chapter 1299
1299 Back then, no one knew (2)
He was afraid to face his brother who could no longer stand up. He was afraid to face his parents who loved his brother. He was afraid to face everyone’s disappointment and criticism because he hated himself to the core. Guilt had accompanied him for his entire life.
And that accident was because he had quarreled with his father. His brother had come to persuade him, but he had pushed him away in anger, which had caused an irreparable situation.
Rong Zhan also knew that he could never make up for it. Even if his brother forgave him, he would live the rest of his life in guilt and regret.
Perhaps no one was a bad person, and it was not his brother’s fault that his parents loved him more. Everyone just had different standpoints, so they saw things from different perspectives. When he recalled the scenes from that time in his mind, it would still be accompanied by many personal emotions.
However, after all that he had experienced, the thing that touched him the most was that he had probably learned how to be a good father.
He didn’t dare to say anything.
However, he didn’t want his child to be like him, having a bad relationship with his father, with only quarrels, disliking each other, and impatience.
No matter what the children were like, one should not only pay attention to the surface. One should seriously pay attention to their hearts.
He had grown up healthily, but the suppressed jealousy and rebellious stubbornness he had when he was young, who had caused all these? the shadow in his heart could not be erased for the rest of his life.
Rong Zhan didn’t want to think about it anymore. After saying that, he looked at Youyou’s pale face and heartache. He lowered his eyes and left.
The moment he left, he thought of a sentence.
“You can only feel heartache for whoever you care about.”
There was really nothing wrong with it.
He had said this a long time ago when sang Xia had accused him of causing his brother to be confined to a wheelchair and unable to stand up again.
At that time, his wife didn’t love him and even hated him.
Everyone had their own stand. Although he had accidentally pushed his brother down the stairs, even if it was not intentional, he was the culprit. He had to carry this heavy burden for the rest of his life. Unless he also had to make himself disabled to offset all this? Could it be that just because he did something wrong, he had to die to make up for it? Can’t I have my own happiness for the rest of my life?
Of course, people who didn’t care about him couldn’t feel the suffering and pain in his heart.
On the contrary, those who loved Jun hang would also be heartbroken because of Jun hang’s accident and loss of hearing.
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Youyou really didn’t know anything about Jun hang’s deafness in his left ear.
Of course, thinking about it, there was no special need for Jun hang to tell her about this. He probably didn’t want others to know. In addition to his legs being disabled, he was also deaf.
She had to admit that such a Jun hang really made her heart ache so much that she couldn’t breathe.
It wasn’t a saint’s heart. She really felt that it wasn’t worth it for him to love a person. It was unfair. Junhang was so good, why did God make him suffer so much?
Compared to love, a person’s health was the most important.
When Xiao Yezi learned that junhang was deaf, she, who had always been talkative, quieted down unconsciously.
Youyou, you said that junhang is back. Is that really brother junhang? if it’s true, why hasn’t he returned to the base?
Youyou shook his head slightly. I don’t know. In fact, Zhenzhen …